I'm sorry for being hiatus (again). I really wanna sit down and write a post on this blog but I just don't have time and motivation yet. You also might notice that I haven't post much on instagram either. I really have no idea and inspiration currently, which is also why I haven't been drawing anything lately. I tried to pick up my pencil and sketch something but it always ended up in crumpled paper. I still go on tumblr a lot just because it is easy for me to access. It felt quite overwhelming, now that I had a day job and a part time teaching job on Saturday. Although this is pretty much what I wanted to do after my college 'phase' ended, I still feel like I'm not ready to be independent yet and be an adult at my job. My day job on weekdays doesn't pay much, but I enjoy my time there. I am able to explore a lot of facets of myself through communicating with very diverse group of people at my office. Yet, I still feel like I don't belong there. Being inexperienced and the youngest in that office gives me a hell load of pressure. Everyone had an amazing story behind their career up to this point in their life, and here I am--just starting my page, have zero fucking clue about what I want to do. I definitely need to climb my way up there harder than anyone else, because I want to show them a tangible proof that I am actually capable of handling bigger things and be responsible about it. I have so much to deal with my life right now, though I'm not sure where to start. My mind wanders way too often whenever I don't do much, so I can only hope to finally figure things out.
Whenever I feel like I can't take this life anymore, my best friend will always be there to get her ears ready to listen to all my woes. We usually start by talking about my problem and then ended up discussing about something as random as starting a pudding factory business. Bless her.
Whenever I feel like I can't take this life anymore, my best friend will always be there to get her ears ready to listen to all my woes. We usually start by talking about my problem and then ended up discussing about something as random as starting a pudding factory business. Bless her.
Because I constantly feel overwhelmed with my job, I haven't have time to read my new book. It's called Strange Weather in Tokyo and I hope I can start reading it tomorrow because it sounds like something I would enjoy very much.
Anyway,
Have a good life.
